A college life can be tough for people like me. It’s not easy to make a friend for me. I’m not the one who will say “Hello, what’s your name?” but I’m the one who answer, “Hi, I’m S.” Hahahahaha.. *ironic laugh
Okey, well actually I’ve already got some friends here, well the ospek is really help. But with my analitical-critical-nonsense-mind, I always think first about that boy/girl look like in my prespective instead to know him/her in real. And once I’ve made a judgement, I’ll decide whether he/she can be my friend or not, although may be he/she would be great friend if I just say “Hi”.
Example, I got friend name FP. He’s really annoying (at least for me). You can say it just from looking him, he try too much to get attention (caper=cari perhatian). Once in Model United Nations that we held, when other delegate was talking, he suddenly said “Point of Personal Pervileges! I can’t hear it!” Ohh come on, I was in the back and I could hear it CLEARLY. It was really clear that he just wanna get ATTENTION. OMG.
Another time, he (unluckily) is in the same class with me and while in the class we were discussing about the punishment that would be give if someone late, he said loudly as if he’d been the one who rule the class “One by one, raise your hand before you talk!”
And in other time while we were waiting for the next class, our senior went out from the class and we were waiting in front of the door, and this annoying boy said “Wait until all the senior out, then we in!!” OMG! Do you think what we are? An elementary school student? We’ve already known that!! There was no one who want to come in Mr. You-Think-You-Know-Everything!! Okey, I know he was right but if you were me and you were there, you would know why I don’t like him at all.
In my mind this boy get a serious Hello-Everyone-Look-At-Me disorder. I’ve seen many kind of these kids in my life. And I usually not their friend. The cause of this disorder can be vary. In this case, I have a theory that he wanna be an important person. He’s obsessed with power, so he try much effort to show everyone that he can rule, but instead of power he only get teased.
But yesterday, when I told my friend about my thought, she said “Well, it’s naturally the way he talk. May be it’s annoying, but if you know him further you’ll find that he’s really generous.” I suddenly shut my mouth and thought. Is he really bad or just me who think bad? I suddenly find my self alone. How can I make a friend if I always think like this? But usually I always true about my feeling. I always believe that I can read somebody from his/her gesture or the way he/she talks and I never wrong. Or may be I’m true but I don’t want to see another side of him/her that actually kind?
Okey, well actually I’ve already got some friends here, well the ospek is really help. But with my analitical-critical-nonsense-mind, I always think first about that boy/girl look like in my prespective instead to know him/her in real. And once I’ve made a judgement, I’ll decide whether he/she can be my friend or not, although may be he/she would be great friend if I just say “Hi”.
Example, I got friend name FP. He’s really annoying (at least for me). You can say it just from looking him, he try too much to get attention (caper=cari perhatian). Once in Model United Nations that we held, when other delegate was talking, he suddenly said “Point of Personal Pervileges! I can’t hear it!” Ohh come on, I was in the back and I could hear it CLEARLY. It was really clear that he just wanna get ATTENTION. OMG.
Another time, he (unluckily) is in the same class with me and while in the class we were discussing about the punishment that would be give if someone late, he said loudly as if he’d been the one who rule the class “One by one, raise your hand before you talk!”
And in other time while we were waiting for the next class, our senior went out from the class and we were waiting in front of the door, and this annoying boy said “Wait until all the senior out, then we in!!” OMG! Do you think what we are? An elementary school student? We’ve already known that!! There was no one who want to come in Mr. You-Think-You-Know-Everything!! Okey, I know he was right but if you were me and you were there, you would know why I don’t like him at all.
In my mind this boy get a serious Hello-Everyone-Look-At-Me disorder. I’ve seen many kind of these kids in my life. And I usually not their friend. The cause of this disorder can be vary. In this case, I have a theory that he wanna be an important person. He’s obsessed with power, so he try much effort to show everyone that he can rule, but instead of power he only get teased.
But yesterday, when I told my friend about my thought, she said “Well, it’s naturally the way he talk. May be it’s annoying, but if you know him further you’ll find that he’s really generous.” I suddenly shut my mouth and thought. Is he really bad or just me who think bad? I suddenly find my self alone. How can I make a friend if I always think like this? But usually I always true about my feeling. I always believe that I can read somebody from his/her gesture or the way he/she talks and I never wrong. Or may be I’m true but I don’t want to see another side of him/her that actually kind?
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